There are times when you desperately wish for something to happen. When it seems like you are waiting for something, something which will spark you off. And that you can't move on unless you get it. You can't specify what it is very well: a person? a call? a book? a piece of music? a thought? You feel incomplete without it, like everything you say or do has been said and done before, you have nothing new, nothing original to offer, even trying to express what you feel seems banal. The only thing that is clear is the fact that you need it, you need the motivation, you need the energy, the drive and it doesn't seem to be coming from within.
But there really is nothing out there. It's always you, you and your soul and nothing in between.
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But why do we need to think of ourselves as either isolated from all influences or completely at their mercy. There is a beautiful piece of music, and there is a beautiful person who responds to it in her unique way. and together, the music and the girl come together and create meaning together...
Could it be like that? :)
Hehe.. it IS like that. BUt it is like that only when the music is able to touch you. Sometimes, you just can't hear it. This post was written in one of these moods. :)
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